Lately I have been having issues stemming from the loss of Sydney. This issue made me lie to someone very important for the first time. I felt horrible. I purchased something expensive to help fill tje gaping hole that has been left from our loss.
However lying to the ones you love is never an excuse nor is filling it with expensive toys.
I know I should sell it but everytimeI think of doing it, I feel like I'm losing something again and it hurts. Thats most likely because my hobby is tied with the bonding of my kids and I enjoy sharing that with them.
To deal with this depression I made an appointment with our therapist to help me with my issues. I am glad that Deb is there to support me all the way as we both go through this.
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